As I struggle to see the world as it is. The REAL world, the UNSEEN world that is hidden starts to emerge.
I feel like fire, I feel like power. The more I spend time with the King of Kings the more my World fades and His world comes into existence. When I don't spend time with my Abba, I notice my power fading.
Why are we here? Who are we destined to be? My life is important my life matters because the King of the universe says so. The more pain I experience, it seems the counter is to feel alive and joy. How can that be? How can my life that has been riddled with sorrow and discomfort, resemble a life of joy! Not here to sugar coat it and tell you that I am fine with the testing. I am being made into a warrior. I fight for truth and I fight for my life to be of significance because I was born to conquer! It is my birthright, my duty, my calling.
We are fighting a battle that is fighting to keep us asleep. When we have the power to tap into our protective gear, our armor, the powerful force field to protect our hearts, minds, bodies and souls. My-our distractions come from real life problems that we can see. But we are spiritual beings too. When we are weary, tired, beat up, stressed, we have to ask ourselves these questions. "Did I protect my self in prayer, fasting and meditation"? " What areas in my life have I left myself open up to get attacked?"
That is where we must apply this verse below.
"Finally, my brethren, be strong in YAHUAH, and in the power of his might.
11 Put on the whole armor of YAH, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of YAH, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of YAH:
18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;"
When we feel like we can't be warriors and just want to cry. Then cry, but do NOT give up! Do NOT loose hope. You were born for this. You are being made into Righteous Queens. Know this that the adversary wants to kill you before you discover this and your mission and who you are. And the fact is that you have the power to destroy the adversary and his works!
Take heart! You are here to fight to win. Revelation tells the end of the story. When you obey and answer the call you WIN!